I was sleeping in bed 3 days ago. My mother arrived to take care of my child, as usual, and woke us, as UNusual. I had my hands over my head and felt that my wedding ring was on my finger. I looked at my hand and it was not there. As my waking mind knows, I haven't worn, or been able to wear, that ring since September of 2005, when I was 3 months pregnant. I stood up, opened my jewelery box, found it and put it on.
Last month I squeezed it on, but couldn't get it off very easily and put it back. Somehow, my body and soul knew that my ring would fit. Isn't that interesting? My husband and I were separated... physically for 1 year, but emotionally for much longer. And it is only recently, since February, that I have been "falling in love" with him. And since I was away last weekend for almost 3 days, that I really like him and love him. Cool, hey?
Another cool benefit of my 3-day absence is that my big man and my little man are way more into each other. Everything used to be me with a little monkey hanging off my leg... or father throwing child in front of some dvd or other. I like the new thing.
Hubby started taking the product about 3 weeks ago. He turned to me the other day and said "I don't know what's wrong with me... I just keep craving salads!" He is a total OCD neat-freak. But i have noticed lately that instead of being an angry neat-freak, he's a happy neat-freak. It's so much more like the prize that it should be now!
He just casually stumbles in an hour ago and says "O really wants to talk to you about your stuff." Meanwhile, last month, he totally came at me with challenges and negativity from P and O because they were asking him questions to which he didn't know the answers. I learned never to get someone else to give the gift for you, and always get hubby to say "I'm not sure about the answer, why don't you talk to [me] about that?"
So I say "Oh, is that so?"
All I know is that I have lost body bloating, the inflammation and swelling in my hands is almost gone, and my heart is ready to be married and in love again. Sweet!
Friday, July 3, 2009
June 28/09 - Conference Take-Aways
- OUTCOME - HELP PEOPLE - health and wealth
- MESSAGES
- The gift is invaluable - Don't give lightly
- The opportunity for growth is limitless
- The decision is the power
- Liberate my relationship to money and success/abundance
- Frequency of communication is what builds relationships (15 x 2mn > 30mn x 1)
- INITIATIVES
- Be impeccable with my word
- Listen (Duct Tape)
- Be more social (no tv)
- ACTIONS
- Talk to hubby and son about my 1-yr commitment and make our vision boards
- Focus on 3 associates - M, H, D, N, Mn, S
- Wed night leadership calls
- Drop 1 day at work October - hours to A
- Find fibromyalgia and/or chronic fatigue survivor to talk to sister
- Find Spanish-speaker to talk to H
- Full family team event Thursday night
- Email Diamond (done)
- Business cards (done)
- Website (waiting for it to go live)
- Email W about S (waiting til NF)
- Email H about T (instead, bought and shipped)
Labels:
conference,
decisions,
goals,
realizations,
serving,
wellness
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)